Foreign Feeling

What is this?
A feeling so foreign
A balloon threatens
to burst from inside.

Gratitude, love & courage.
This heart is full
No longer searching
It has found its peace.

Such a fruitless search it was
Discovering that the emptiness
Came from the inside
And the outside only accentuated my loss.

But found am I now
And filled to overflowing.
And no way to repay the debt.

What is this?
Peace.