Shattered Dreams

Playful banter
Safety to be forward
Like a blanket so soft
I move in without inhibition.

So close, his scent,
it makes me weak
and my knees threaten
to wobble & reveal my secret.

Playful and friendly
I notice his returns
And my heart hopes
Patience gives way.

I half hug him,
And he stands so sure.
A gentle caress
As my arm he touches.

So close now, he comes,
His breath mingles with mine,
Desire with its heat so strong,
And I am melting.

He teases and I grow impatient
But so soft those lips
At first connection,
I lose all worry in happiness.
No paradise could be better.

My eyes open to reveal
The clever lie
My traitorous mind created
As my paradise slips away.

No Invitation

A gentle touch
may accidental be,
But the spark generated
burns a hole through
the fence of my heart.

Impatience
Frustration
Sadness
Never ending

Like the tide of the ocean
This love returns ever
Never ceasing though
breaking many times.

How does he affect me so?
Blind is he to his effects.
Ignorant of his access
To my feeble heart.

Blue eyes dare
to penetrate my heart
as it skips a beat
to a rhythm yet unknown.

This duet divine
never to develop
As two hearts remain
out of sync without its harmony.

Forgiveness

Pain & Heartache
Bruised & Battered.
My heart groans under the burden.
Regret, sorry, shame.

As I live & breathe,
I hurt those whom I love,
Take offense from those I need,
And reject those that would heal.

Oh to fogive and receive forgiveness,
Such relief and gratitude fill my heart.
But painful are the consequences of error,
And suffocating regret overcome my heart.

Overwhelming at times,
My failure & lack of courtesy.
Wise they would be
If they would forsake me.

Oh why do I hurt those around me?
But lovingly they do forgive
And allow me to attempt
To be that friend I should be.